Do u hav a story??Yes u do...!!!

Ever wondered whether life was one big story?? Well that’s wat Ive always thought…n I luv it…..its always soo happening….sooo xciting….something new each day…..not like the movies that bore us with the same storyline n monotonous dialogues …life is all different…isn’t it exciting 2 have a story of your own??...2 cherish all along lifes way….n enjoy the unexpected twists and turns it takes …dats more excitin’ dan the latest best seller or the recently released blockbuster hit…..

I think each one has a story of his own..Its jes dat some unimaginative Scrooges out there dun realize the magic they have within themselves…They jes dun see beyond d drab day to day affairs….Maybe they dun hav the time 4 it..mabbe they are least bothered abt it…or mabbe they are tooo numb by the serious world out there that they cant afford 2 entertain such frivolous thoughts…Each time you meet a person your n his stry gets interwined…For eg nw dat uve read my blog we have a small common story now....sum stories end up short ..n sme go on and on 4 eternity….I know wat ure thinkin’ nw…Dis is sooo much lik d “Hum Tum” movie theme...yeah rite…I know it is…hey…but I thot of dis idea first…I swear..its jes dat dos movie ppl put a wee bit of masala and flamboyance in d whole thing 2 evolve a super hit…..And I had been sitting here in a world soo devoid of all d colourful sets dat u see in d movie n thinking d same thoughts all the while….

There are sooo many instances when I’ve thought ‘dis is gonna be one gr8 story’….some of dem ended up gr8…jes like the usual fairy tale endings u have where evry1 stays happy ever after…Some ended in hopeless tragedies…leaving the characters in pathetic climaxes….And soo many stories…all interlinked ….are still goin’ on…leavin’ me as clueless as ever before on hw they willl end…and wether they will ever end..There are soo many which I dun want 2 end….some which I wish may go on till my last breath…But then…u can never say when things may go wrong or right!!

As the wheel of life moves on and I look back on the wonderful story that I have spinned on the loom of my thoughts, I remember sooo many people…sooo many characters who have left without a trace in mi story…..some have died…some have left ….with the ending of our story still unfinished…n some ive had 2 leave along the way…some whom ive purposely forgotten 4 various reasons….N some who have simply walked out of mi story for reasons still unknown 2 me…..But still they are alive …much like the olden times….their memory does lurk sumwhere faar faar behind in the book of mi story in some forgotten pages that are hardly read 2day……But they are still there in some unknown page…..Thats 4 sure..The page numbers of which have been erased by time and by a mind stubborn enough 2 omit certain parts while glancing through the past….

So as I said, each one has a story…You …me…n everyone in the world…A perfect stry with a complete cast of characters…And the perfect blend of everything…happiness…sorrow…romance…revenge…death..loss...seperation …ectasy…and everything else that u can ever imagine…..N each story is like the Indian mega soap operas..never ending...the only difference bein’ dat ur story has a new flavour each day….with each person …and with each passing moment…..a flavour never experienced by anyone b4 other than U at that very moment…a thrill…..or mabbe a silent wail…..heard by none other than yourself…..And the best part is u never know wen each ones role in the story changes…..U maybe the heroine 2day…And then u may suddenly realize that u r reduced 2 a mere sub character….Dont worry…..U never know wen another twist comes in ur life 2 revive u again…..And meanwhile enjoy all the roles dat u’ve been granted in life…The role of the heroine….d sub charac…the silent goddess without an inch of sin….n even the villain with all d fury of a sinister leviathen…….Enjoy each of your roles….And look at the beautiful story of your life…U’ll be amazed…..Some parts of ur story may upset you…..Those parts which ended in a way u never wanted them 2….But as I said b4…d healer called time is always on ur side….Cut off those parts which u never want 2 be part of ur story…and look 4ward to those surprises which u’ve always yearned 2 be moulded into ur story…..Believe me …it’ll turn out 2 be d most enchanting story u’ve ever heard or known….’coz no joy can be more boundless than ur own..no sorrow more painful than ur own…n no story more touching than ur own!!.Emabark on a journey through ur berserk life n discover the magic within yourself…..

So wats ur story 2day????

bb???no thnx.............

Now I dun have a topic to blog on..….Life’s going on…The clock is tickin’ away and with each sec I feel a pang in my heart when I find my vacation slipping away before me….Theres my cup of mocha here…tooo hot 2 take a sip…and ders a mag lying around….(prob mi sis’s plan 2 make ma shout @ me..)….she keeps leavin’ uninteresting stuff all around the place….Hey wait……..now that pic reminds me of smthin’…it’s a bunch of guys playin’ basket ball…hey…now ‘ve got a topic to write….basket ball!! thats rite…….

K….to begin with bb is my fav game……I jes luv d game …crazy ‘bout it…its a game of style…n all d gr8 bb players r cool dudes..eh…they’ve gt style…hmm..a kinda branded look…dats wat I mean…nw u must b thinkin’ im a gr8 player too…u’ve got it all wrong buddy..i DON’T play… ….its jes dat I luv watchin’ d game….

I was never much into sports since the time I was a kid…..hehe……used 2 come up with extraordinary xcuses like sun allergy…..leg sprain ….headache….oo ya……not 2 4get that I used 2 fake the fainting part….if nothing worked out I wud somehow convince the sir that my parents wre both doctors n I was strictly advised 2 avoid games though I luv them(hehe….a lil bit of sympathy is necessary 2 have things ur way you no)….throwball n stuff was fine …I didn’t mind that much…bt those running..jumpin’ stff…uck….hated them…..once mum enrolled me 4 table tennis classes n I used 2 bunk them n go 4 d paintin’ lessons instead…..not that I hated sports…but ther wre always more temptin’ offers which I luved more….so u cant blame me either……

But bb was different….der was smthin’ reely magnetic abt the game…..wanted 2 play bb soooo much…..bt things nevr worked out…..u cant xpect an anaemic person(lolZ) with fotosensitve skin 2 play bb…rite??so wen der wre ppl 2 coach I didn’t learn n when I wanted 2 learn der was no time…..so it remained as an unfulfilled dream…..

Never thot I’ll even get 2 touch d lovely orange ball in a real bb cout…That’s when I enterd college…..There was this girls bb game 2 be played branch wise….hmmm……Now what does one do when ur branch is short of ppl and ders none left 2 play????well…..coax others into joining is my kinda answer…Dear me…coax we did…..there was a hoarde of xcuses dat ppl came up wid…well I wasn’t bad @ xcuses either…its jes dat d branch spirit or watevr u call it took over me n I sed’YES’…me n Anu…2 play bb……in d team.. wen we didn’t evn no the abc of d game…..”all 4 one and one 4 all”‘ motto in mind…

We practised a few times b4 the match…Lemme tell ya with pride 2 out of the 10 shots that I aimed @ d basket came out rite….See …both of us wre dat bad…And 2 think we were ready 2 play in frnt of dat crowd on d court…A few hours b4 the match was d 1st time both of us dribbled the ball….4gt abt ‘playin’ the game!!

The 1st match was great n we won…’coz it was a walkover…dint hafta play..(lol)…We were given the branch shirts n stuff…so looked as though we wre in sm BIG game…I n Anu were kept as substitutes…[thnk gudness]….Anu was called in d 2 game …we lost d game …And the last match was the next day..the loser’s final...gsh…I was silently prayin’ dat I shudnt b called….Seeing the crowd around, I was already thinkin’ of the consequences of being a laughing stock at class the next day…All my plans of playin’ d game vanished in a jiffy.. 4gt about the old dream of mastering it!!!…I didn’t even want 2 touch the ball…wonderd wethr I cud escape this time too with a legpain…but then ,…the damn branch spirit…didn’t wanna let the seniors down who wre counting on both of us...I was wonderin’ why in the world I agreed 2 play in the first place….

Well…as always things always go wrong with me…The loser’s final….There was a shortage…The moment Simichechi(mi senior) called my name,mi heart missed a beat….that’s one of the times I thot that mi name had such a cacophonic aura 2 it…wished I didn’t own the name…wel that was not the rite moment 2 relish sch thots…I HAD 2 b in d court!!I and Anu were told that d only job we need to do was 2 “block n pass”….much like the “divide and rule” policy….not that we were good @ that…but there was nothin’ else we knew…u couldn’t possibly stand jobless in the court ..rite??...Aiming at the basket was a firm no-no…. that’s when I understood the game isn’t as easy as it seems…..gosh….it isn’t always a sleek game as I imagined….

My 1st passes wre tooo “good”…passed all of them 2 the opposin’ team..(now ya get wat I act mean by”good”??)…. I wonder how the guys seem 2 carry off the game soo well… ….i still cant digest d fact that I stayed in d court wid 0 practce…0stamina…n 0 exp…bt den our game was more of a ‘passing the parcel ‘ than bb!!!

I still rembr d end….i fell down n d pe sir sounded d finaal whistle…Bruised mi leg…n my jeans tore at d knee (hmm…..wnder with wat crap de made that stff….)….game over…We won!...Now dat seemed lik sm heroic end….mi jeans died a martyr 4 my branch…I still have d jeans as a reminder of hw I n Anu act had d courage 2 play 4 d 1st time…….Who knows …mabbe a micheal Jordan is in d makin’ inside both of us…Yikes….NOoooooooo way!!! I act keep d torn jeans 2 remind me dat I’ve promised myself nevr 2 do that once again..(dun tel me ive gotta play d fool in fronta mi juniors toooo next year!!)..Noooo way!!

Who cares…we we won after all!!! N dat tooo in my 1st bb match..(mi last one too)…[lolz….]……..

Y this blog???

Well….if ya ask wether there was really a need 4 me to start blogging, I’d say no..There’s absolutely no need…And the only reason that I can quote to support my new venture is that I’m BORED…nothing else…Just bored to the core…That’s one of the worst things I have experienced in my life…becoming bored…Back in school days there was hardly a time when I used to get bored…I dunno wat the reason is exactly..but life had more colour and options then I think(well…college life def has more colour…uhh…not too sure of the options though..)….

Maybe I’ve become too lazy…thaats the reason….with a 3 mths vacation in hand and no idea of wat 2 do with the 101 days of well planned pure fun and bliss…(that’s how I used 2 describe the hols wn we were back @ coll….not any more!) …… …hey ,,,but I still dun mind the hols…I wudnt trade wid them 4 anything in the world….only if we had them toooo at the coll itself to chill out with friends….hols and home don’t turn out well…esp for 3 looong mths…though I luv and yearn for home in wen im in the hostel… Now the hols seem 2 be more of a torture than enjoyment…..I guess this is one way in which the authorities screw up our lives as a revenge 4 d head aches we cause them while at coll…hmmm……that’s all rite…now the ball is in their court….i guess once we are back we’ll cause all the more worse head aches…..sometimes life is a BIG tit 4 tat game…..;)….(lolz)...


The half moth of April that we had passed very quickly…The whole time was spent in biting ma nails and hogging food (dats one of my weaknesses…I gobble up nythin’ dat comes my way when im tensed..) while waiting for the dreaded results…we have this little (I mean HUGE) monster of a subject called ‘mechanics ‘ for enginnering…its more like those death eaters that one reads about in harry potter books….it jes sucks out that little happiness left in you and the only thing u can remember before you die (read sleep off) is its foul breath..(now…dats another usage ok?…..mi books nevr smelt foul…always had the brand new-hardly opened odour)…The last days of April wre spent in fervently prayin’ 2 God 4 mercy wid dat mech thingy….Sometimes I mean always that is my last resort (well…that’s mi 1st resort too ..ALL the times)….The days between the last xam and the results announcing day was hell…literal Hell…Results came…I made through…phew…..

And then the whole moth of May was spent in chatting wid pals….hogging food(I guess dats mre of a routine than a pass time now..)…reading books…talking..(well I LUV talkin’ 2 people….bt I only blabber wid ppl wid whom im really at ease with….otherwise I dunt even open ma mouth)….playin’ pranks(dats nother fav pastime…not very good at it…bt not all dat bad either!)….n dreaming away(forgt to mention…im a hell of a day dreamer!)…Now my life does have a timetable…more orderly…not like before…get up in d morning….taste a lil bit of wat is made(eh….not usin’ the word hog any more…I feel kinda degraded…;))turn on the net…thn watch poor me plunge into the world of orkut n chat…oo ya…ders mi hot cup of coffee too beside me…that’s mi fav drink…cant live withot it…tryin’ out all the new flavours this season…des days im hooked to d mocha!!...well often the coffee runs cold esp if im chattin’ something interesting…bt den I never forbid myself from the luxury of havin’ another cup,,Then read books….bug my sis….i luv buggin’ my sisters…not the last one though..shes only 5 and tooo small 2 bug…goin’ out wid parents….helpin’ in d kitchen(ahem….vandalising it is more apt)…oo ya….der r short intervals in between wen I try out the new dishes that ma makes….den bac into the wnerful world of sleep n my usual dose of outta the world dreams…..now…dats an orderly life I must say…jes perfect!

And in june im thinkin’ of ways to whisk away the time we’ve been given….with all ideas exhausted im turning into the web of blogging 4 some solace and comfort 4rom the merciless claws of boredom….Lets see how long ill be bloggin’ away….

Hey u mest be wondering how come all mi blogs are posted within short intervals…..well…..im Not all that jobless to do nothing at all other than posting blogs….hehe….that me…..its just that most of them are ccp..(eh…cut copy paste..)……im an addict of ccp be it mails, homework assignments or nw blogs…..these were ritten long bac n saved in mi comp….didnt get time to post them u see…im a lil busy beeee…no time 4 anythin’!!(lolz)….